Sunday, July 16, 2006
Seesh.
So im down with flu and cough for the past 3 days. And its really killin me. The block nose here and there is making me so uncomfortable that caused me to wake up in the middle of the night, turning and tossing on the bed to get myself back to sleep. Sigh. Stupid flu.
So despite of the flu that tortures me the most yesterday, i went for my arts appreciation lesson. I was still considering whether to get an MC or to go ahead for the lesson before that. But after much considerations, i went for my lesson. It was kinda surprising, cuz there's a high possibility that i will have my MC taken instead of attending classes you know. But in fact, i actually looked forward to attend AA (Arts Appreciation) class these few weeks! I guess its because of the workshops goin on during these few weeks, and we get to do really fun activites with each other every week! DAMN FUN! So amazing how a lesson can get me anticipating for it to come. So as usual, we had our fun this week by doin role plays and sing songs. HAHAH.
Marketin project. This project caused me to have headaches and get me stressed up. What we did up in the first place was commented to be okay but too vague. But during today's lesson, we looked through the report we have done so far durin all these weeks, and came up with the conculsion of redoin everything. Consulted the teacher, and she agrees with what we are thinkin. Yeah, sadly to say, we are all OFF the track now, or rather, towards the wrong direction. SIGH!
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Strange enough, my things have been goin MISSING at home. Blah.
I woke up that day to find out that my belongin was missin. I tried to recall if i did misplace it or stuffs. But no, im very sure i did not. So i asked dad and mom bout it, they didnt take it, so well, the main suspect would be my sister.
Its gets pretty irritating because i know i cant possibly recover the missing belongin. With her character, she doesnt admit her mistakes at all and a very high possiblity that she's the one who took it. This gets me annoyed most of the time. So i asked her bout it, and of course, as expected, she kept denying. I wanted to shout at her, but i know i shouldnt beacuse i didnt witness it at all. Well well, i get frustrated because my things have been goin missing suddenly at times and all those are somehow my valuables.
My parents have been doting on her, givin in to her very much since young. Yes, i do have to agree its because she's the youngest and stuffs like that. And letting me to take the blame of her mistakes or even reprimanded me when i didnt do any single thing at all, all because she's young, or younger. So well, i understand i guess. Thus, i dont blame anything or anyone at all. But it doesnt do any good to always remain like this as she grew up and began to take advantages of things/people around her. I feel no respect from her, and also, i feel no respect from her towards my parents too.
Now, she has obviously becoming from bad to worst, becoming so selfish that at times. I wonder why my own sister can get so self-centered and so selfish to this kinda extend. Its so disappointin. Parents often tell me that im the elder one, i should try to help her blah blah blah. How to? When she doesnt even show me a lil bit of respect.
So regarding the stealing of my stuffs, i tried to tell my parents bout it, but they could only asked me back in a kinda irritated tone, " What do you want me to do? you didnt see her taking it too." or "You ah, always like that, dont blame her ma, you also didnt see her taking it".
YA, of course i know i didnt see her takin it. I mean, who steals things infront of the owner? And YA, i didnt scold her either cuz I know she might not be the one taking it. But i cant think of anyone else who will steal it, its not something cheap know, its something expensive. She stole my dad's money from his drawer last time, hacked into my dad's computer blah blah. I just cant helped it but to think shes the one. But ya, of course i'll get my doubts right first before i'll do anything. But well, my parents just merely asked her if she took my stuffs, but she just ans: " Dont have lah!" and yea, thats it. Dont have. End of story. And i think my parents doesnt want me to reprimand her, thus, they gave me some money and asked me to get a new one.
Case closed.
BUT, what i am concern is the future can. My sister is not stupid, or rather, she got loads of mischief up her seelves. Who can garantee if i buy a new one, she might not take it again? Its not the first time that my stuffs went missin. In the past, she took my stuffs without my permission and i saw it, scolded her, and i'll get them back. But now, she has grown up and became smarter, so of course take them secretly, hide it, and just say, :" I didnt take it!", and like that. Right, I cant say anything else yea. And so, i bought a new one to replace the old one, and Now, i've to keep it in another place, and i've just realised, my other things have gone missin again.
Tell me how. Its my home, yet i've to Fear and worry bout my stuffs getting lost, and think of places to keep them etc. All because they might go missing to my own family member.
Right, some
TRUST
there.
Nonetheless, i'll try to get my sister back to the right track, there are so many other problems. Hope she will come to realise it and help herself.
I've more to say, but i guess you will be sick of my lengthy entry. Haha.
Shall stop.
Ciaoz. :)
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